How Again?

Am I going to be able to do this? Some days they drive me absolutely crazy! Not being on my crazy medicine really hasn't been all that bad, with some days being the exception of course! They really are the light of my life and I can't imagine ever wanting anything else, maybe a little quiet, but really they are awesome! The wonderful of it all is definitely outweighed by the irritation at the end of the day. But I am really starting to wonder how I will take care of 3! Oh, my, some days I'm thinking it'll be great and others are like hmm I can't even be pregnant and take care of 2, how in the hell is this going to work! I know it will, but I have been extra tired, extra whiney, extra everything latley! So, I should really not complain and just go with the flow!

I just know that Anna is going to be my amazing helper, she is so excited, it's so cute! She has always said she wanted it to be a girl, I explained we have no choice in the matter. Then come the questions. Well who decides what the baby is going to be and how did the baby get there anyways? Oh yeah, I'm not ready to explain that one yet! So she is now saying she really wants to have a brother. We're kind of hoping for a boy too, but as long as we have a healthy baby, we can't ask for more.