So I am still officially freaking out just a tad. In less than what is it like 72 hours, I will be the proud owner of a new hopefully healthy baby girl. Holy crap that just seems so not real! I am scared of the actual procedure, the time at the hospital away from the girls, so many things really. I feel like we have so much to do still and not a lot of time to do it. Like I was asking Ginny tonite, what in the hell am I supposed to pack for this? I can't even think! How many pajama pants do I need? How many outfits for the baby? Do I bring nursing pads?
I don't want to go and I am scared. I am feeling really irrational about this entire situation. I just want someone who knows and no one does, to tell me that everything is going to go just fine. I'm not going to die and I will see Anna and Lily again, the baby will be healthy and we will all be able to leave the hospital on Wednesday with no complications. This is really ridiculous I know, but I just can't seem to get it into my head that things will be all be okay. So hopefully tomorrow will shed a new light of calm for me.
Friday, August 04, 2006
The Unknown
Posted by ashli at 9:31 PM
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Everything is going to be okay, after you get over the shock of having a 10 pound baby. Can't wait to see her!
Take a deep breath. It will be fine, Stella will be great. You will do great. Now remember that I said this so that you can repeat it back to me in a few months. Thanks.
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